my worst fear

My worst fear is that ten, fifteen years from now, I’ll be in the office, working, and I’ll get up with my papers for the meeting with the consultants and when I walk into the conference room, you’ll be sitting there, looking a little older, a little worse for the wear, but all the reasons…

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holes

My mother told me that if I study hard today, if I work hard today, then tomorrow, I’ll be able to enjoy life. If I suffer through the next 7 years and work my ass off, foregoing any pleasure or amusement, the thirty, forty years thereafter will be worth it because that’ll be when I’ll…

yesterday

I realized yesterday that the reason I don’t sleep – beyond that of insomnia – and the reason why I don’t eat properly is because in a sense, it’s a way to cut myself but in a fashion that isn’t obvious and possibly, arguably even worse because if taken to the extreme, I may very…

long story short

Without getting into the tricky details and the complications and complexities of this matter, I would like to be in love again. I don’t but I do. And I don’t want to be because I believe that every relationship and every human being is just disappointment waiting to one day reveal itself. But I do…

myepiphany

It’s amazing how much you can derive from one stray comment. How much truth you can extract from a seemingly meaningless comment.